Tuesday, April 27, 2010

MONDAY 26 APRIL 2010 ~ MISSION POSSIBLE DAY 40


APEK AND THE UNTUNG INTERNET SEMIINAR

Alhamdulillah, Subhanallah, Allahu Akbar!
6 months ago, when I started FB (actually my sister, Shadidah, who signed up for me), i was like a lost child. I have been cooped up in the house for 13 years minding the needs of my loved ones, not realising I was losing my self worth and my identity. I guess this happens to every career women who decided to become a supermom. We fall into the trap of guilt, self doubt and uncertainties. We're ashamed that we no longer belong in the 'real' world anymore.

As for me, Passion is a God given blessing but honestly it can be a curse too.When you have a passion, it has a voice inside you claiming her right to get the special attention you've given to your loved ones. I have abandoned my Passion for 13 years and 6 months ago it was finally unleashed! Allah works in His mysterious ways... I'm still cooped up in this house but through the path that i have taken it has lead me to great friendship and a better tomorrow, InsyaAllah.

To those who question me as to why i'm doing this Mission - I had a near death experience after the birth of my 5th child, Aini (profile pix) 2 years ago. It was a wake up call for me. While lying on that hospital bed I regretted not using the gift Allah has given me to good use. I guess there must be a purpose as to why i can draw.. I have to return the blessing by making people laugh... Today i try to make time for my Passion and now is the time to make it more Profitable.....

Be seeing you guys at the Untung Tala Lugi Punyia Seminar.....